Married bottom dilemma

I am a married bottom married for 4 years.

I have been doing bottom acts since college. And I thought I will leave being a bottom after marriage, but time and again every few months(3-4) I get a huge urge meet some top and give BJ. And I always do it.

But the after guilt is too strong, with things like I am cheating on my wife. And everytime I think, that this was the last time, and pray to god to pardon me just this last time. I delete my all accounts(ohmojo, planetromeo etc) and live happily until the urges start agian later.

How do other married bottoms come to cope with this? Have tou made peace with this that youwill be doing it forever or some other way ?

P.S: Got the guilt today as I met a top and had fun for 2 hours being a total ***. And when I left, bam! guilt starts.

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No Picture Bandrasc_hlong	Posted On Apr 21, 2025 Tbh it's an individual thing many sub bots were totally closed with relationships and stuff and did this to serve their desires.there were few married guys into niche kinks such as sniffing *** *** *** or getting a *** bath, then there were some courageous ones who came out to their partners based on their initial reaction , some women were against it, some supported it but didn't want to know, and the best ones actively joined, those were the couples that took their camaraderie and companionship to the next level
No Picture Harry80	Posted On Apr 21, 2025 Nice , what level u r in
Longwick	Posted On Apr 24, 2025 I had threescore with many couples and mostly guy happen to admire the *** and start craving and soon they open themselves as bisexuality. Girl are open to that. They enjoy *** 90% I asked few wives how they feel about cuckold and this lifestyle they say if it's in room let it be enjoy yourselves. Women are complicated they expose everything within limits.
No Picture Harry80	Posted On Apr 24, 2025 Luckey
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