Writing emotions for gay partner..!

I am 48 year old now...But when I was in college in first year my age was 18 to 19 ...I fell in love of an old man...And my *** life started ..He was an politician loving bottom of 55 years...

I still miss that time...I spent most of time in writing about him..I wrote him some letters also...It was so amazing ...

Friends did you write ever about your lover ever...If yes then share here ....

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No Picture ilovemature	Posted On Feb 21, 2025 Most 90s people don't do this at all I guess. Writing letters or messages culture is lost due to SMS and WhatsApp.
No Picture vasanth009	Posted On Feb 21, 2025 Writing can be expressed through SMS and WhatsApp as well!, not necessary it has to be through letters! I did it many times with my normal friends but never got a chance with a gay partner since I am still in search for one!
J6.5inch	Posted On Feb 21, 2025 I think Kapil (Kappu) from Indore is the best guy as far as writing letters is concern... Kappu if u r reading this then please comment on this thread.
No Picture Kappu_k	Posted On Feb 21, 2025 @J6.5inch Thank you so much..Accha lga Muje k aap or baki log meri writing ko pasand krte he.... Thanks again... ❤️🧡❤️🧡❤️🧡❤️🧡❤️🧡
No Picture Ruhanruhan	Posted On Feb 21, 2025 Kappu can you share one of your best writing which one has been written to your man friend...???
No Picture Silverkok	Posted On Feb 21, 2025 I've written a full ghazal for him. Sorry can't share it here as every second line of it has his name. And he wants his real name to be discreet.
No Picture Silverkok	Posted On Feb 21, 2025 These are my emotions for my Boyfriend. I love him more than this world:👇. Note that his name's not Ali, it's a dummy. Na pucho ye ham se ki kya ho Ali tum Mere sab dukhon ki dawa ho Ali tum Kadee dhoop mein nafraton ki zameen par Mohabbat ki thandi hawa ho Ali tum Teri guftagu mein sharabon ki masti Ke ulfat ki meethi sada ho Ali tum Jahan dost bhi hon gharaz ke pujari Jafaon ki rut mein wafa ho Ali tum Zamee bhar se kuchh bhi nahi chahiye ab Mere Rab ki aisi ataa ho Ali tum Andheron ka ghar tum se pahle ye dil tha To ab mere dil ki Saba ho Ali tum💋 Dedicated to Him. He knows when he reads that I'm talking about him.
J6.5inch	Posted On Feb 22, 2025 @Kappu_k Yar Kappu write a story on this thread.... Bhai kuch likho yar...
No Picture humki	Posted On Feb 22, 2025 @Silverkok, such bewitching lines... Your guy is blessed to have you and you to have him.
No Picture gamebred0299	Posted On Feb 22, 2025 Amazing
No Picture blueboys	Posted On Feb 22, 2025 Nice topic 🤚 raised..
No Picture needsugardad	Posted On Feb 22, 2025 I choose to love you in silence. For in silence I find no rejection, I choose to love you in loneliness, For in loneliness no one owns you but me, I choose to adore you from a distance. For distance will shield me from pain, I choose to kiss you in the wind. For the wind is gentler than my lips, I choose to hold you in my dreams for my dreams you have no end THIS was for a person i wanted the most but couldn't have him at all
No Picture Dear6921	Posted On Feb 23, 2025 I appreciate
No Picture vishalkjhgfds02	Posted On Feb 24, 2025 Love and Gratitude: "Every day with you feels like a new adventure, and I’m endlessly thankful for you. You make me feel loved, seen, and appreciated in ways I never thought possible." Admiration: "Your kindness, your strength, and your heart have shown me what true love is. You inspire me every day to be the best version of myself. I’m so lucky to have you by my side." Support and Trust: "I promise to always stand by you, through the good and the tough times. No matter what, I’m here for you. You can trust me with your heart just as I trust you with mine." Intimacy: "When I’m with you, it’s like the world slows down, and it’s just the two of us. Every moment feels deeper and more meaningful when shared with you. You’re my safe space." Appreciation: "I love how we challenge each other to grow, laugh together, and make even the ordinary moments feel special. You make me feel complete." Connection: "Our connection goes beyond words. It’s in the way we understand each other, the quiet moments we share, and the energy between us that feels electric. You are my perfect match." Vulnerability and Strength: "With you, I’ve learned it’s okay to be vulnerable. I can share my fears, my dreams, my deepest thoughts, and know you will accept me without hesitation. That’s rare, and it’s one of the many reasons I love you so much."
No Picture Ruhanruhan	Posted On Feb 24, 2025 Thanks vishal
No Picture blueboys	Posted On Feb 24, 2025 Opps I don't have partner .. others wise I will say alot for him..
No Picture Aseem Javed	Posted On Feb 24, 2025 Writing to ur partner or about ur partner is an amazing feeling. U can jus pen down or type ur feelings into words and let ur partner know ur emotions. Sometimes u jus want to pour out ur heart and let dem know what u feel.
No Picture Cuddle bear	Posted On Feb 24, 2025 I want to write about my ex. Now I feel odd to call him my ex. He was my one and only lover. We chatted on GR for a few days and decided to meet for lunch on a Sunday. After lunch with a long conversation, we went to the mall and later to the beach. We talked and talked but didn't want the beautiful day to end. It was the most happiest 7 months of my life. I experienced love from someone other than my family for the very first time. He made me realise parts of me that I did not know about. He pampered me with so much of affection everytime we met. I felt so many new emotions. I started imagining my future with him and only then started practically analysing our life together. I realised we were very different in Outlook even though we loved each other so much. Now 2 years later there are songs, words, movies, expressions that still remind me of him. I'm sorry that I could not face him and break up and had to do it through text messages. I'm not sure if I gave him proper closure. One day I wish to see that he has moved on and settled down with someone who can give him more happiness than me. Again I'm sorry I could not live up to my promises.
No Picture Shriram	Posted On Feb 24, 2025 Cuddle bear.. I'm, cursing you so badly inside!
No Picture Silverkok	Posted On Feb 25, 2025 Cuddle bear, but why did you leave him yar? Really you are so "something that I can't say" Have you got a better half better than him? Or did you find him having someone more loving than you? I feel so sorry for you both. Why did you leave him man?
No Picture Cuddle bear	Posted On Feb 25, 2025 @Shriram I curse myself too when I think about him. I just wanted him to be happy - if not with me, then with someone else. @Silverkok No, I haven't found anyone else. A lot of guys used to keep contacting him when we were together. I sincerely hope he got together with one of them. Leaving him did not have a single major reason..rather it was a combination of little things. We tried working on the differences together but I realised we were just different people in our thoughts and frame of mind, family background,etc. I could not see myself happy in his version of our future. He also wanted to have an open relationship but I could not even picture that. Like I said, it was the many small differences that made me take this hard decision. Actually this aspect of a relationship confuses me and makes me wonder if I will ever be ready for another relationship. You get to know a person better slowly as the relationship grows. You find out that there are significant differences between both of you but at the same time you also grow really close. The differences want to split the relationship but the love and closeness wants to keep you together..I feel like this is what happened to me. By the time I realised the differences, I was so madly in love with him and I just wanted to forget that aspect. ( I'm not sure if I'm making sense). I finally took a break from the relationship, thought about all the aspects and took the decision to split up. I'm writing this with tears in my eyes and a heavy heart.
No Picture Ranga21	Posted On Feb 25, 2025 I want to share something about my love. I never believed in Gay relationships and always throught at some point in life everyone has to get married. Life has other plans.He was around 50 back then & I got in touch with him somewhere around 2019 and after a few initial meets I liked him. I used to enjoy the time spent with him but never thought about love because that was not in my mind. Things get growing between us and both you we loved eachother. I was thinking of coming out to my family. During 2022 he had to move to UK for a 2 year assignment and it was all normal for a few months. But because of my personal family reasons i was feeling low one of the days and I told him about it, it made him feel I am emotionally attached to him which is not good for me and my future and because of few things he just took and step back and ghosted me. Honestly speaking I lost myself. It's been more than 2 years now I still can't forget him. Every morning I still look at his pictures and pray for him and his happiness. Living with a hope that someday he will talk to.me again and explain what happened. I've been craving to see him and hear his voice but unfortunately been 2 years now. I miss him alot and to me he is my family and the only person whom Ill love in this life.. I don't think he is on this platform but if he ever see's this message, ur LP loves u more than he loves himself.. keep smiling
No Picture Ranga21	Posted On Feb 25, 2025 After he left me, I went into depression, was imon meds, took a lot of wrong decisions in life, lots of *** up decisions to distract myself and today I have put myself in a stage where i am dead from inside. Financially, mentally I'm dead and trying to smile from outside just for my family.. At times when I sleep I crave that I don't wake up the next morning. Life is difficult
No Picture Silverkok	Posted On Feb 25, 2025 @Cuddle bear I'm very sorry that you were hurt due to my questions. But it was not my intention dear. As I could get, you chose to act practically without leaving your emotions open to travel everywhere. I'm sure I have so much to learn from you dear. I'll read and re-read your words dear until I make it clear in my mind. Thank you very much sir. Once I'll post this comment I'll once again read your response. Good luck
No Picture Cuddle bear	Posted On Feb 25, 2025 @Silverkok Definitely I'm not hurt with your questions. You are right. I usually take decisions practically instead of emotionally. But here, I feel so guilty after taking this decision. I'm not sure if I'll ever forgive myself.
No Picture HeavyGayman	Posted On Feb 25, 2025 I met a guy few years back .. we met we went together on lunch dates ..we had lots of *** ..after *** i got so much involved with him .i even got emotionally attached to him.. he moved to a different city few years back ..he was on all gay dating apps... we used to wish each other during our birthdays. He always wanted to meet well hung matured men ... posting on apps seeking groupsex ..threesomes .. i wanted to be with himm ..he wanted to be with every body .. he for got to wish me on my recent birthday so i texted and asked he forgot my birthday .. he said he remembers but couldnt wish me .. he said he wanted to share his secret .. i thought he is going to get married soon .. may be he found a new bf ..pestered to tell me whats the secret .. he said he would tell later as he dint want to spoil my birthday .. after repeated pestering he said that he is hiv + ... i was completed shocked ...i dont know how is handling himself ... but i feel i lost him for ever .. we would have been happy together had he not left me to meet other men in the name of exploring and adventures.. where did alll his adventures and exploring lead him to now ..
No Picture Ruhanruhan	Posted On Feb 28, 2025 Heavygayman this is story of most of people...Makes very sad the one who love faithfully and by heart...You are true lover
No Picture Iambotmhere	Posted On Mar 4, 2025 I used to write only in chat conversations
No Picture naninaku	Posted On Mar 4, 2025 everything is very sad and attaching ones here, Guys good to be always with NO STRINGS ATTACHED. Thats the mantra
No Picture r21sal *	Posted On Mar 4, 2025 Sad for heavygayman. But i miss a guy nend anil he was widowed and father of a kid. We met n had *** so many times. I loved him because he was big n performed so many long time sessions with me. But one day he left and his number was also not rechable than lateron I come to know by someone that he left for his village permanently. But sadly he didn't discussed with me on that. Anyway still missing him.
No Picture kundi11	Posted On Mar 9, 2025 Writing this for a man whom I believe is my husband, Shravan. Kannur being a small town in Kerala doesn't have much gay crowd. I was lucky to find a Tamil man, I prefer Tamil men because of their manliness, honest and loving behaviour. They're genuine, shravan was like that. Middle aged, hair all over specially chest, I like to lie on it and play with them, like feel of my soft breasts on his hard body. More then his body I loved his treatment of me, gentle, caring and naughy, he used to dance with me and hold me before he did our mating ritual. We met on ohmojo, exchanged messages about our likes, we absolutely liked each other. We believed not in gay ***, we believed I was woman and he was man. It suited us. So one rainy night we decided to meet and mate. I was excited, was our first night, took along my crossdress for my man to enjoy me. We met at a petrol pump and he picked me on his scooter. Like a girl, in sat behind him, first time felt his heat on myself. A short drive and I entered my husband's house for first time. A lovely place, we chatted a bit, he knew me well as we exchanged messages, I was shy and behaved just like a woman, spoke like that too. Slowly our eyes met, I was wondering this man is soon going to have me as a woman, it will involve things that two men should never do, that thought excited me, soon I will be made a woman. And once another man does you, that's end of one's manhood. You belong to him now. He touched my hand and pulled me directing to his bedroom den, I was taken in shyly. Inside he put music, and we did a couple dance, I looked at him and said finally words I wanted to shout out, "I am a woman", shravan I am your woman. He looked at me and said he loved me. On the outside I look normal, just a bit fat, it's my womanly attitude, willingness to satisfy man that makes me special. My beauty comes out after my clothes are pulled off. I could see happiness in eyes of shravan as he took first look on my body, curvy and well rounded, breasted with big nipples, shravan had hit a jackpot. And when he touched my body, he knew he had gold, I was so soft. With all shyness a man saw my big secret, breasts and nipples no one knew I had. He looked at me and then grabbed them, I let out a shy cry as he pressed them and licked my nipples, a shiver went all over my body, I never knew how sensitive I was on breasts and nipples, wow, I wanted him to milk me., he did don't know how long, i was his wife and his mother at same time, I was also his children's mother. We knew we couldn't have biological children, but we were so deep in love that we wanted that. Lots of kisses and licks all over, I was drenched in his Saliva, his sweat and pre ***. I as his wife. I am playing with my breasts as I am writing this. Wow sravan what a feeling we had. Then things happened what was not great, he asked me why I didn't marry? I can satisfy any girl. I lost interest after that, I felt back into mans body again, we simply shagged and then left the place after bath. I know ending was not great, it's ok. We met a second time, somehow that sentence left me distanced from him. Sharavn meant well what he said. But I was like a girl, so it effected me. On his suggestion I married, without much interest. And now I am caught, don't want to cheat and yet I miss my husband. Also I am afraid if he has some disease, don't want to endanger anyone or cheat. So that's my story, don't know what to do. Still we communicate and I expressed my feelings, he is a wonderful man, still treats me well. Wants to meet me again for good time. As a woman I am confused. Hope time will find a way towards the best. I love you shravan and miss you all over me. Please remember that.
No Picture Nilesh_23	Posted On Mar 23, 2025 I miss himevery day mere graduation 1 year k time m mera roomate aur m bahot achhe dost the Mere samne wo bahot cool aur achhe the ! m uss time utna kuch nhi janta tha.m pura normal maasooom sa tha... Bahut care karte the mere aur mujhe bhi achha lagta tha koi mera itna care kar rha h...aise hote hote pta nhi meko kab feelings aya. Unke liye jann nhi paya aur unhe. Bhi aya tha per wo bata nhi paa rhe the....ek dinn wo kahin gye the aur m room m akele soya tha ulta hoke toh wo pura paseena paseena hoke aye aur mere upar so gye ....I wass like kya hua tum thikk ho na ? Toh bolne lage I love you m bola i lv u too phir wo kiss karne ka kosish kiye meko thoda ajib laga m mana kar diya...per wo itna kuch bol diiye jo m pigal gya pura aur m permission de diya unko kiss k liye because mere maannn m bhi feelings tha unke liye. ..dhire dhire hamara pyaar badhne laga sab kuch achha tha jo care kar rhe the wo aur jaada karne lage bahot pyaar karte the aur m apna Virginty unko de diya 🥹 kabhi forcefully kuch nhi kiye thoda sa bhi dard hota tha toh *** dete the kyunn ki thoda najukk jaisa mera sarirr h ye baat unko pata tha to bahot care karte the... Ek din meko pta chala ki wo drink's aur smoking bhi karte hain. Per mujhe wo jhuut bole the ki m nasha nhi karta hun kasam bhi khaye the. Becoz ye sab Mujhe bilkul pasand nhi. Per ek din m khud dekha unhe chaat pe pite hua mujhe bahot bura laga m room aake bahot roya aur unke sath argument kiya Nashe m the aur uss din wo mere sath Jabard**** kiye m kuch kar nhi paya kyun ki unka body strong h kahin bhi pakad lete the toh bahut dard hota tha 🥹 dusra wala dinn m chal nhi paya bukhaar bhi ho gya meko fhir khud medical liye per m baat nhi karta tha unke sath. Aur Abb toh pee k ate the room subah class jaate the aur direct raat ko ate the .main kuch nhi bol rha tha per bahut rota tha class bhi nhi jata tha m 🥹 jo insaan meko itna pyaar karta usko abb kya hogya soch k 🥹 phir ek din unko jealous feel karane k liye m ek dost k sath photo kheech k status de diya luv wala emoji k saat.phir kya dekh k aur gussa aya room ake bahot gali diye. Bahot maare Scale m 🥹 Aur fhirse Jabardos**** kiye 🥹 abb unko merese nhi mera sarir chahiye tha 🥹 roj mere sath jabardasti roj roj mere se bardast hona bhi muskil tha per m kuch nhi bolta tha 🥹sab seh jata tha 🥹u can't believe guy's ek ek raat sone nhi dete the Hath pair bandh k munh m kapda de k pura.......🥹 jo mann m aye wo karte the. Nhi janta tha unke ander ek rakshas chup h bol k noch k rakh diye pura meko 🥹 itna dara diye meko ki m unko dekhta tha toh side ho jaa ta tha 🥹 kisi ladke k sath baat karta tha toh punishment. Social media used kiya toh punishment 🥹 itna torture karte the ki m soch liya tha yahan raha toh kabhi marr denge yeh meko. ....... Phir m ghar chala gya aur bass exam dene aya college 🥹wo bhi unse chup ke aur unko blocked maarr diya 🥹bahott num se call karke sorry bole phir bhi aur m unke paas gya nhi 🥹lekin aaj bhi mere dill m unke liye pyaar h 🥹 uss dinn se aaj takk 2 saal ho gya m mann hi mann unhe pyaar karta hun 🥹kyaa karoon attachment ho gya h 🥹
No Picture Guy27bi	Posted On Mar 25, 2025 So many sad experiences, sorry for what happened guys. Hope you can find happiness again
Spartan25	Posted On Mar 27, 2025 I would like to write a letter for my partner.. unfortunately I have no one . I'm 25 years old ,still single .and I have no hope .I think i am unlucky in everything.🙂 .I am a kind of person who is wanted to be with a guy for whole life , I wanted to be settled with that person ,explore the world with him .I wanted be to with him all his happiness and hard situations.may be I was looking for the person who doesn't exist. i know it's very much difficult to find true love now a days ..but i always had faith in my life but i failed . I was ready to do anything for a relationship but it ends with pain and tears only ..so I decided to stay alone . It's better to be alone rather than with wrong / fake relationships. What i learned in my life is ..don't beg for anything,if it's written it will come .if not ,just be happy with what you have . Small request: Be happy with your partner (male/female) .don't cheat them for your cheap desires,once they got to know ,it will destroy your peace of life . Be careful with human emotions..it's complicated.
No Picture Tom_81	Posted On Mar 28, 2025 I want to share something about my love. I think it's a one side love . I saw him in a bus with beard and masculine look my type. And it's too crowded in the bus then slowly he come so close to me standing next to me. I was already looking at him and enjoying his presence slowly I noticed that *** and I look at him. Then I understand he's enjoying my presence. And this goes like 4 days. I can feel that he's purposely get into that bus and stand close to me. One fourth how can I resist a man that exactly our type me also take a step. And he understands I think I am also interested in him. And I am really fall for him in that day. After that day I never see him. I checked different buses never saw him again. And it's 23rd for not seeing him. I wish he come back and have that feeling for me. I really believe and wishing for his come back and his presence.